GRAD POST

written by Sandra
posted by Joey
permission granted from ALL

graduation seems so sad, more FINAL than anything. TOO FINAL. i never realised the finality and shock and breaking off of it all. ALL the ppl who have become familiar faces in my life. i took them for granted. i thought they would always be there constantly. i never actually imagined it like this. i never woke up to the fact that i wouldn't be seeing almost all of them ever again. EVER. it's like...i've spent 6 years in this school. everyone has become a part of my life through the years. even those who i find annoying.we're a CLASS. we've always been together. i thought that we would always be that way. laughing, quarelling, fighting, hanging out. standing jokes. teasing. catching. EVERYHTING. i've come to treasure all our memories. bittersweet, but everything sounds sweet to me, however horrible the experience was. i think of everything we do as natural, i think of everything as lasting forever.suddenly. one day. one ceremony.one hour. a minute. a split second. and we're gone. we might never see each other again. we might not know about each other. one second we're classmates, close as ever, and the next, we're breaking apart. not knowing what will happen to each other, not even knowing if we'll ever meet again.i honestly CANT imagine it. a whole new life, in a whole new school, with whole new friends and a whole new curriculum. without my friends. without my class. without my teachers. without the school building. EVRYTHING that seems so....REAL...., which is what my life revolves around...willl be gone. the world i've built and created for myself will fall, crashing and tumbling down around me. the safety and secureNESS i've felt with disapperar, leaving only fright and unease. and i can never turn back. i can never go back to the way it used to be...the way it is NOW.i don't think i can do it. i don't think i'll be able to stand right through it and get past it. i can't see myself in a new universe. still i HAVE to. graduation. go with it. get past it. and yet never forget it.


touching?VERY.
HOPE WE TREASURE EVERYTHING AROUND US.